Being Spoiled by LovelyCheyenne.

Yes, I know, very unoriginal I know, but I could not think of another title that was fitting.  It has been over three years since my life changing event.  Life changing to me at least, the love of my life decided he didn’t want to spend the rest of his life with me.  I cried nonstop for weeks, well it felt that way. 

Between the tears, I had several offers of blind dates, outings with friends to pick up dates, and even going out with a friend to find out she had set me up on a date.  (More about that in a post to come.)  In the end I hated dating, after all I had been with the love of my life since the ninth grade!  After a several dateless months, I began playing a few online games and I noticed the number of people feeling a void with online relationships and romance. 

I mentioned this to a friend of mine, that I met online, and she told me about her online relationships and how it fulfilled her desire to feel needed but after a while it didn’t fulfill her need for distance.  Basically she wanted an escape from her everyday life, but only for a short time.   After a time her beaus, as she called them, would want more, such as real life meetings, real life sex, and some even wanted her to leave her families for them.  She gave up online relationships until she found niteflirt.com, it opened up a whole new world for her and, after she told me about it, for me. 

I thought about and went as far to make a listing, but the very night I was going to log on I received a call from, you guessed it, the love of my life.  We spoke about his mistake of leaving me, how we were both fresh out of high school and that the break up made him feel closer to me.  So after that call my life seemed to start over and I seemed to forget about niteflirt.

Now I am sure everyone saw this next part coming, I realized he was not the love of my life and this time I dumped him.   It took me over a year and even though I had dumped him I felt as bad as I did when he dumped me. 

Fast forward to last week I decided I simply didn’t want to venture out into the dating world again, not just yet, I wanted the communication without the strings attached.   So, without another thought, I found my niteflirt information and logged in and decided I was entering another phase of my life.

Welcome and I look forward to including my readers on this new phase. 

More to come later….